what am i doing

Spent the past 2 hours researching the H.P. Lovecraft/Cthulu Mythos universe, even though none of it is real, the wonder and mystery is so fuckin' freaky yet SOOO interesting, for the people which don't know what this is, H.P. Lovecraft's a writer which created a fictional universe called Cthulu Mythos, it's all about cosmic horrors and dark gods of the universe, all that jam. It's all super psychological and about stuff like humans perceiving through reality and driven mad by these dark gods and entities, there's SOO much shit I haven't even looked at yet because the universe is so fucking big, since it's a shared universe, other writers can publish and add on to it and it becomes canon so it's an ongoing timeless kind of thing.

What's really freaky though is the fact that there are some coincidences which are kinda scary, like the unexplained "bloop" which was a low frequency but large powerful sound picked up by the NOAA, the sound was so loud that it couldn't even have been created by any of the biggest known aquatic organisms, even the blue whale, WHICH IS THE LARGEST ANIMAL ON EARTH, SO PRETTY BIG. THAT'S SCAARRYY TO THINK ABOUT. And the coincidence is that the Bloop was recorded in the pacific ocean near the fictional sunken city of 'R'lyeh' which is where one of the dark great old ones C'thulu is fictionally imprisoned in, I know C'thulu's fake and all but that sound was real, makes me feel pretty skeptical maaann, IMAGINE WHAT'S OUT THERE IN THE OCEAN. YOU GUYS NEED TO RESEARCH ALL THESE MYSTERIOUS NOISES, SO INTERESTING.

One more thing I found kinda sad was another unidentified noise except it was emitted by a whale, he's/she's nicknamed the 52-hertz whale because that's the amount of hertz his/her call is, which makes it completely unique since all other whales usually have calls in the range of 15-20 hertz, and because of this, it's nicknamed the worlds loneliest whale. That sucks shit HAHAHA, imagine that, being the worlds loneliest whale, swimming through the dark ocean alone, calling out and no one else responds, pretty sad to think about, however there's a documentary being made right now called 'Finding 52: The search for the Loneliest Whale in the World', which I'm looking forward to, hopefully they find it and can help it, OR it might even be a new species of life they can discover, WHO KNOWS, man the ocean is so interesting :'), shoulda did marine studies.

anyways I should probably sleep now, found a picture which kinda freaked me out, I'm never going on a boat across any large body of water EVER, how could Eddy be so brave.